i had to go to the ER yesterday.
my back pain was SO strong I was crying sitting, standing, bending... whatever i would do it would hurt so bad that by the time Gary came home I had to tell him to take me to the ER. Luckily for us, we live like 1 minute away.
they gave me morphine.
not the whole dose for my weight.
they gave me 1/2 of it.
and i freaked out... actually, the nurse freaked out and they kept me in the ER for 1/2 hour more.
I started calling for my mom, and saying I don't want to die alone.
the pain medicine they gave me makes me really high, dizzy, and i lose control of my body, which really sucks.
i'm taking it easy- but it's just too hard with a little one.
hopefully, i'll feel better soon.