I spent 3 days crying ~ not constantly, but most of the time while I was trying to finish my book.
It's going to come one day when i'll be old. I won't remember much. May be I'll be blind (most likely) and I won't be able to see faces of people I love. May be I won't remember anybody.
I'm afraid I will remember people I loved and I will hurt the ones surrounding me at the time. I'm afraid I won't remember ever loving them, but I will remember the ones who I loved.
Death is not what scares me. Getting old is.
Forgetting scares the shit out of me :(
and I will forget.
I know that.
I just hope I don't hurt the people who've loved me all my life.